My name is James [redacted]. I recently added my contact information to your website. Yesterday, I received a packet full of NW Observer issues, cards, programs, etc. The day before, I received a copy of the White Book. I had actually already ordered a copy of the White Book from Lulu, so I now have two copies - which is good. I can read, highlight, and dog-ear one copy, and hopefully, with the other copy, see if I can find some good hands to put it in around here.
A little about me:
I live in [redacted], WV. I am 30 years old, married, with one child on the way - due in October. I have not always considered myself in the White Nationalist camp. Unlike some folks I've come across on Stormfront, etc., I did not come out of my mother's womb fully racially conscious and always on the right track.
I woke up somewhere after high school, into my college years. I attended a "historically black college" here in WV, and much of my awakening came from local experiences. After my initial awakening, I tried to explore the various groups in the Movement that would allow me to affect some change locally. I failed to find any. I did join the National Socialist Movement through a couple of local contacts. But my respect for that group's leadership and methods was lacking, and I was only a member for probably a month and a half. I know that I mailed two checks to the group before telling a local member I did not really consider myself a part of it anymore. But, I am most likely on their rolls for life, now, assuming certain operational standards that may be existent there. Other than that, I have no Movement experience. And I hope that sheds sufficient light on my background in organizations and such.
I'm a family man. I'm a law-abiding White man with a consciousness of my racial identity, and I plan on remaining that way. As for my history - I'm afraid that I am a bit of your Beavis and Butthead story. I was raised just like any other kid - I grew up on Beavis and Butthead, as a matter of fact, and graduated on to Family Guy and South Park, much like you describe in your podcasts. There's a lot of deprogramming that no doubt still needs to be done, when it comes to my mannerisms and cultural actions.
I apologize if this rambles - I just got home from work, and it's 1:40 a.m. I am dog-sitting for my uncle and aunt, who are on a beach vacation, so I'm getting very little sleep this week, which may contribute to the lack of coherency in this e-mail. Anyway, I wanted to drop you a line after reading your last e-mail on contact protocols. I hope to learn more.